Category: Urban

  • April 13, 2020

    (cafe search / imagined intimacy / hotel meetup)

    I’m living in Tokyo, or somewhere like it, and heading into the city to meet friends to play a game at a tea shop. Last time, we had to search around because the first few places wouldn’t let us stay for a long time.

    I consider going back to the first place, but it wasn’t ideal, so I keep looking. I pass a high-end grocery store and go inside. They have a lot of ice cream cookie sandwiches, but I realize I can’t buy them if I’m going to leave them sitting in a café for hours. I check the store hours—it closes at 23:30—so I think I could come back later before heading home.

    I check another café, but they don’t allow eating inside. I start thinking the first place might be the best option after all.

    Then I pass another place—bright and sunny, with a bar along one wall and full window panes at the back with tables. It looks promising, so I decide to ask if they’ll let us stay and play games there.


    Later, I’m in a hotel for some kind of conference or convention. I’m in bed, about to sleep, when I imagine a scene that feels very real, like it’s happening right next to me. There are two people, one slimmer and one larger, with the larger one having a metal left arm.

    I shift perspective and become the slimmer person. There’s a sense of teasing and anticipation, and I follow along, unsure but responsive, waiting for direction and reacting to what the other person does.

    Then I get distracted by something outside the window. The window opens into the middle of the hotel, where there’s a large internal walkway system and you can see the banisters of all the floors.

    I think I see HS Friend M on a lower floor, just below my balcony. I go to check and confirm it’s her. She’s with other HS friends (group of four), gathering in a room below.

    I call down with cupped hands to ask the room number—5360, on the fifth floor. I rush to grab my things—my phone (which I think isn’t charged, but it is), my glasses, my room key, and slippers, though I can only find one.

    I feel like I have something important the next day, but I can’t resist going to see them, even if it means staying up all night.

  • March 24, 2020

    (geisha training / missed goodbye / transformed return)

    I’m in a Japanese dining establishment involving geisha, where I’m in training alongside another girl who is sullen.

    I have a friend or mentor there who is kind to me. At one point, she serves a guest who is thought to be Jun Matsumoto from Arashi. After he leaves and is given an upscale gift package, it’s revealed that he was actually just a look-alike.

    The tables are fairly full, but I don’t have any customers yet.

    Suddenly, my mentor’s going-away celebration begins. I didn’t realize she was leaving. I try to join in to say goodbye, but I can’t get close to her through the crowd.

    Later, she returns—but now as a man, and apparently very wealthy. He begins buying various geisha from the establishment.

    I stand in the back, hoping he remembers me.